Saturday, August 25, 2007

HELLO MULTIPLY! BYE BLOGSPOT!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

our class is selling POTATO SALARD AND CUP CORN on CCN day!
OUTSIDE LT20! COME SUPPORT US
as if people frm sch read my blog. LOL
it sounds fun but the procedure is horrible. esp when everything is in the mess. this would be the best time for someone to jump out and take the lead. anw, my class went to giant on tuesday to get the stuffs. although we din need so many people to go, 13 of us went! crazy i know. i guess it became more like a class outing.everyone so sporting and they're putting the effort to help :) my class isnt that bad as i thought and i guess im starting to like them too. of cos, i love my previous class more. but actually i dont think i love 1B06 becos of my classmates, it's becos DC is there. hehe. we're going to ann's place to make the potato salard tmr. everything will go well right?

went to collect my spec today and guess what? i lost my spec case. shireen shireen shireen. when will this nonsense stop? lol.

i want to be there with you too.
i guess it'll take a little longer...

Monday, May 14, 2007

next life, i wanna learn how to play the piano.
i'll excel academically, i'll be an athletic, a musician.
i'll be whatever that i'm not now.
i'll live life differently, i'll shine, i'll stand out.
i'll have a loving family, wonderful friends.
everything will be perfect.
by that time, it'll be ice age. LOL. shireen, stop DREAMING!

somtimes i wish there's sth i can be proud of...
people my age are accomplishing so much and i've accomplished nothing.
this is what happens when i watch read and watch too much.
the more i fantasize, the more reality hurts...

Sunday, May 13, 2007

one more day... i promise..

Saturday, May 12, 2007

i seriously dunno where did all my friends go, why arent they online? argh! can u all please come online now, PLEASE? fan fics and dramas arent working. come online now!


come online come online!
why isnt anyone online when i need someone to whine to?
i need only 10 mins, just 10 mins. will u space me 10 mins?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY...

Sunday, May 06, 2007

CAR wee bought ZOOLAND for me! yay! i love you car wee!! she said she searched the whole bedok for it. THANK YOU SO MUCH! really appreaciate it! im gonna bring it on monday! :)

went to singapore musuem yesterday with dc and jamin. so we(excluding leelin) happily walked from dohhy ghaut to the musuem. we were told to walk upwards from park mall. so we walked and walked and walked. passed by fort canning and ended up infront of funan. i saw the stamp musuem. LOL! so we decided to cab down to the musuem, we should have just did that in the first place. haha. the exhibition leelin wanted to see ended on 4th may which also means we missed it! and we went there for nothing. nolah. we did have a small sight seeing session! had late lunch at SMU's subway. tried soya bean ice cream! it's really good! go try it!

sashi wanted to collect her pay after that, so we WALKED to raffles place. the outing felt more like a walkathon that a supposed-to-be shopping trip. oh ya oh ya! we walked pass clarke quay! gonna try the boat ride thing next time! :)

then cabbed to far east to start our SHOPPPING! haha. bought socks for my poor foot. my shoes were bitting it like crazy. sashi bought a pair of black jeans! i wan to get one too!! she had to go home early so we sent her to the mrt. and went to wisma instead. got a shirt from forever 21! wee! green! hehe. waited for long for our table at iciban. and i still love the sushi! hehe. leelin, car and ann went to kbox after that. WITHOUT ME! nola, my dad was at home so i couldnt go.

anw, i had fun!

am watching que sera sera, witch yoohee and hello miss now.. yes! im still a drama lover. how can i stop loving dramas? hehe! my latest craze: ERIC MUN! his bad boy look makes me go gaga. it seems like girls tend to like bad boy-play boy more than e ordinary good-mummy boy. which do i like? haha! it depends =X coming back to the topic, que sera sera is a must watch! the story line is very different from those normally sweet-loving drama. most of the scenes really will make your heart sour (direct translation). you'll feel so sad for the actors, ur heart will ache with them. it's good! im only at epi 10 but i cant wait to watch more! friday nights are for my dramas, saturday are for my friends, sundays are for my fan fics plus tutorials. i love my weekends. i love looking forward for my weekends, it makes weekdays go faster.. i love how dramas and fan fics make me happy. i love i love i love!

conversations starts to get shorter... it feels awkward.. why?

Friday, May 04, 2007

There was a saying that goes “Once your heart is deeply inflicted with pain, it bleeds then gradually stops”
However there will also be a permanent scar; a scar which embedded the reason for this pain. At the end of the day you will feel better but this is all a lie. You feel better because you are numb towards that feeling. Your subconscious know too well not to relive that feeling so it has stored that particular sentiment deep inside where it is inaccessible to anyone including the owner. A person can never truly love again unless this sentiment is freed completely. To do this, a key is needed…not just any kind of key. The key is a human who can love the person more than himself….

this is from a fan fic im reading, Tiny Petals Of Dandelion by Sarang^DBSK (soompi forum)

i strongly agree to the sentences in bold. have u ever realise how pathetic humans really are?we live in lies just to make ourselve feel better. we push away the pain, put up a front. why? it is our pride? what's stopping us from showing our true feeling?

when you get hurt over and over again because of the same reason, you'll be trained to numb your feelings. but just when u think u're immune to the pain, it hurts u even more. HAHA. how can we even be "immune" to pain?

where exactly is that secret hiding place? do u really think u can hide the pain there? will these scars fade away eventually? if it does, how long must we wait? maybe there's really a key somewhere. it might come in any forms. so how do we find the key?

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i cant believe i love reading now

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

my mouse's working today! yay! haha. actually thought of getting a new laptop last week. thought about it for damn long. irritated my friends with the same question over and over again, "should i get a laptop?" end up not getting one since i dont really need it. i have my bro's lap in my room, a desktop downstairs so why do i need a extra lap now? i wanted to get one just because i wanted MY OWN laptop which is a stupid reason lah. but i still wan one.. haha.

PICTURES NOW! hehe.




Jamin made this for me. you get it, right? someday i'll just keep quiet, i'll turn emo.. hahahaha.

leelin made me this. it'a a avatar. something like a display picture in forums.






another leelin art piece. MY SIGNATURE! hahaha. there's a matching avatar but im not gonna post it here.

THIS IS MY MASTER PIECE! haha. although it's very simple and almost everyone can make it, im proud of myself! haha. and I LOVE IT. hahahaha. i wanna learn how to use photoshop. but i need the software first. anyone wanna lend me e cd? hehe.

Monday, April 30, 2007

NEW SCHOOL YEAR! omg, i still cant believe im a year 2 student now. BYE BYE FRESHMAN! HELLO JUNIOR YEAR! new class means new classmates, new friends. argh, im happy with my friends already. why cant we stay in the same class? no more fooling around with leelin,car, sashi and yisim during tutorials anymore. but i shouldnt really be complaining now, since ann and i are in the same class. i want all of them! i have no choice but to adapt to the new environment now right?

anw, i've got a great news. T05, MY CLASS, won FIRST PRIZE for LOM junior orientation. WOO! im damn happy lah, but my classmates didnt seem too excited about it. weird..

my mum bought me a new tv! YAY! i love my room so much now. i leave my room only when i need to eat and to go to e toilet. hehe. MY MOUSE IS SPOILT! argh.

im trying so hard but it's useless.. i tried holding it close but it seems to be drifting further..
i wonder how much more can i take?
i dont wanna let go. please dont go..

Saturday, March 10, 2007

guess what? i actually forgot what's my atm pin no. what kind of idiot would forget such things? yes, im that idiot. maybe i shld forget my whole name next time..
so angry with myself. how can i forget such an impt thing? atm pin no is impt to me lah i feel like im becoming so absent minded that maybe i'll even lose myself one day. argh. whenever i lose my stuff, fitza would tell me "why dont u lose urself next time?" crap lah. why am i becoming lidat?! *SCREAM*

Thursday, March 08, 2007

COOKIES from rina!

i love e box! so cute right!




















*open* awww. so sweet right? a letter, a forever friends bear cup and lastly a jar of RINA cookies!















*TADA*
weird how simple things like this means so much. hehe. THANK YOU! :)

rina baked cookies and she gave k4 some! :) so sweet right? it's delicious! "it melts in ur mouth not in ur hands!" LOL! even sarah loves it. she gave this abt 2 week before cny. and i took so long to post abt it =X actually i din wan to eat it so fast. i mean... bu she de, u know? but if i dont eat it and it rots, more worst right? and i wanted to take pics den post e entry. but my phone went kuku so i sent it for repair. that's why there's a delay. haha.

i seriously miss u girls so so so much! let's meet up soon okay!!
and kua shi hui! when are we gg meet up?!? as in really spend e day tgt? everytime we meet, we'll just talk like for a few mins.how pathetic! how can u have so much fun w/o me!!! *SCREAM* haha. just joking lah. but meet up soon la! after ur it fair thingy okay! i guess our "meet up once-a-week" promise disappeared. hahah!

i used to be a spolit brat and wanted everything to go MY way. and guess what? SARAH IS DOING THE SAME THING! omg. no wonder my family say her character is like mine. OH CRAP! i shld have been a good girl. *SCREAM* and NO! im nt gonna give in to SARAH! NEVER!!! hahaha...

Monday, March 05, 2007

VIVO CITY! i love this picture! :)

i still cant believe year 1 has really ended. everything is still kinda new, dc somehow still manages to get themselve lost in sch. haha. im so glad i met them. rmb i met leelin 1st, she was 1st person who talked to me during orientation when i was all alone. haha! then there was a girl beside her, thinking that they're gd friends so i offered letting both of them sit tgt. haha! i guess that was SO WRONG! next, it was sashi who exchanged numbers with me cos she had to leave early. haha. din really talk to her then. talked to car only on the 2nd day since she sat beside me. and i even asked whether she's straight. LOL! talked to ann and yisim after a few days of sch when we had lunch tgt i think. im so glad we "clicked"!

thank you for saving seats for me, for letting me copy ur notes when im nt paying attention, for reminding me what to bring/do, helping me when my sch work, thank you for being there. to the FIVE that made school fun, that introduced my FIVE prince charming. I LOVE YOU!

Friday, February 16, 2007

okay, it's been like forever since i last blogged. i guess most of u would think im just too lazy to blog. hmmm. to be honest, i kinda lost that "passion" to blog. or maybe im really too lazy lah.

okay, i shld stop talking nonsense.

how was 2007's jan? so many things happened and i dunno where to start. and i may forget e details. haha. hey ann! wonder why i stop using my side bag? 3 weeks ago, someone stole my bag at marina square's carl's junior. YES! my whole freaking BAG. 27th jan was supposed to be a happy day cos it's was k4 day! but it turned out to be my worst day. not trying to be a drama queen or whatever but i really felt so angry, lost, sad... i cant describe how i felt exactly but it's was horrible.. imagine coming back to your table after ording ur food happily, realising that your bag is gone. HA! i thot they were playing a prank on me and when i saw their serious expressions. my heart really dropped, i was speechless. i was lost, totally din know what to do. i never felt so valnerable in my whole life. there was so many things in my bag. my beloved still-in-a-good-condition 5 year old calculator that i love like crazy, my matric card, my ezlink card, bsg fund, my BA notes + classwork file and my mp3. yes my mp3 with my new sticker, my mp3 that i paid totally with my pay from giordano *CRY* i cried so much that my friends probably think im crazy, im a crybaby. HAHA. it's was seriously so embarassing lah, but my bag is gone and i couldnt be bothered about what ppl thot of me at that moment lah. i lost like more than $200. so how am i suppose to react?

so anw, i went to make a police report which i really feel is useless. haha. im so disappointed lah. i mean maybe i had this sign "COME STEAL MY THINGS" on my head. so people just love stealing from me. "bad things wont happen more than 3 times" -so what am i suppose to believe now? lol.

was quite sad. okay, i was very sad for a few days. come on lah. how will you feel if you were me when this kind of things happen so often. it's like my period that comes every 1-2 months. but of cos, im over it already. i mean im blogging about it so it means im okay alrdy. im quite amazed that i managed to not telll everyone(as in family n close friends lah) it's so hard to keep everything inside. only my bro knew and a couple of friends. AND i settled all the payments on my own! din rely on my mum. i cant always expect her to pay for my mistakes right? wow. shireen is really growing up! lol anw, that 'chapter' has alrdy ended and im glad i handled it well! 3 cheers for ME! lalala.

finally made up my mind. went to maple clinic on e 5th feb. my face is like seriously getting so bad until i cant bear to look at my own reflection. looking at my old pictures can really kill me. not being self centered or whatever but i dunno why whenever someone looks at me. i'll feel like they're looking at my pimples, thinking why do i have so MANY pimple. it sucks lah. PLEASE stop staring. i mean you see people staring at ur pimples when they talk to you. when people ask you why/ what happen to ur face. omg, i wish i knew why too. i dunno why but it hurts. it's becoming harder to laugh it off. sometimes i just feel like hiding, being away from people till i recover. i guess it's seriously starting to affect me, very badly.. keep trying psycho-ing myself, telling myself it'll get better tmr. but i dunno why it stop working, i stopped believing. i stopped wishing/ praying. haha! im so emo now. i hate how my self confidences is affected by this, i hate how i have to try all means to cover my pimples like looking down, using my hair but it all never works. i hate taking pictures, hate looking at my reflection, i hate how i am now. coming back to e topic (LOL!), Dr ong frm maple clinic said it'll take about 6 months to recover and that it'll be e purging stage now, all e impurities will surface. in simple eng, you'll have more white heads and pimple. she says i got to be patient and bear with this process. god! when will this nightmare end?

omg. since when did i become so emo? LOL.

okay, some good news!

PROJECT period offically ended last week. was seriously quite busy 2 weeks before e 22. everyone was rushing to complete their projects.

ob was suprisingly the most relaxed project. i love my team mates, they made every meeting so fun. we met like only a few times and we were e slackest grp in class. and guess what? got A for our presentation (every grp received A lah, but e scores are diff. our grp scored 21.5/25) and we got an A for our PROJECT! LIKE OMG! WEE! hehe.

econs was okay also. doing with royston was not too bad too. other that his stupid remakes abt dbsk, he's a team mate. the 4 of us finished 3/4 of our country analysis like in a day. i think we only met up once, then we delegated the job equally. but everything was in a mess on the presentation day. we were not only late for our presentation, our report wasnt complete, appendix was missing.went up to present, miss tan was nice, at least she nodded and agreed when we present. other tutors shld learn frm her! haha. and amazingly, we got a A for our project! im like SUPER happy can. is like SUPER happy! haha.

marketing was the worst. we had 6 ppl in our grp but only 4 did the work. our report was like always out of point or we din relate it to nike or whatever. all of us were so stressed that we kept repeating our points in the report. haha. i doubt anyone would wan to go into a nike store now. LOL! BUT! guess what? we managed to receive a B+ for our project! omg. im so proud of us lah! im so proud of leelin,car and weini! it means we produce quality good OKAY! hehe.

as for leadership, i think my group handled our Q&A quite well and our presentation wasnt that bad. Ms Marie said that there's 3 gd grps.and HOPEFULLY we're one of them! hehe.

dont think i mention this before but on e 27th jan i had a acct test. and i got 40/45 lah! omg! YAY! hehe. and mr leong gave me a good for class participation when im like not paying attention most of the time. haha!

my coursework grades for this sem is seriously suprisingly not bad. NO Cs AT ALLL! OMG. 3 cheers for ME! hehe!

anw, today's the last day of year 1. cant believe it's really over. im no more a year 1 student! i realised it's very hard to find true friends in poly since everyone is so busy. im super glad i met them, my very own dummies club. im so used to being with DC. ann, sashi, yisim who'll always save seats for the forever-late trio, having lunch/tea breaks at our SPOT, slacking at sports hall, our talks abt *YOU KNOW* and us drooling over the latest stars, listening to music we dun even understand, sharing the latest fan fic. all of it became my habit. i dun wanna change but i dun have a choice right?

i dunno how year 2 will be like. i dunno whether i'll get adapt. i bet u all will miss my nonsense!hehe. though e 5 of us are taking LOM, there're still chances we might nt end up in the same class. but i believe miss oh will do her best! haha! DC will always be e 6 of us, we started our ploy life together and we'll stick tgt till e end okay girls? this is a STATEMENT, not a question. haha! i love you girls so much.

and as for those who got back their results. congrats to those who did well! hehe. it brings back so much memories when i see my juniors getting back their results and deciding where to go.felt so horrible when i couldnt make them feel better about but i tried my best to give advise, i hope it DID really helped. hehe. i hope all you thought hard before making ur decision and all the best to ur new chapter of your life! love ya kiddies! hahahah! '

cny's coming! STEAMBOAT! to be honest, that's e only thing im excited abt. i mean im nt close to my dad's side, it's always so boring =X hehe.

EXAMS STARTS IN A WEEK AND I HAVEN START STUDYIN! OMG!!
spent like 1 and a half hour updating lah. *faint*











































the mixture.

wanted to take pics while i baked BUT i din. was totally lost while baking and my sister wasnt at home. wanted to call her but she's busy with her sch work so i decided to be independent! which was a bad decision. was running around the kitchen like a mad woman. im such a noob. i dun even know how to change the temperatue. LOL! so i just anyhow press and guess what? my cookies chao ta! ANGRY! den i realised that there was a button to bake cookies on the microwave oven. WHAT AN IDIOT! i din even notice that when i put e mixture in. my dinner that night was COOKIES and im so sick of e taste lah. although i used to love eating that, it was horrible! felt so sick after that, okayla,maybe im over reacting. haha. felt so guilty for giving them chaota cookies, so i put some chocolates in. arent i sweet? hehe. i wrote them cards too! *proud!* lalala~ AND AND AND they told me MY! SHIREEN'S COOKIES are YUMMIE! okayla, it's the mixture lah. BUT i baked it okay! and im still proud of it! lala.






















shihui made this! i think its so nice!

shireen: wow! so nice! how to eat?
shihui: HUH? dun eat lah!

our conversation went sth lidat that. i dun think im gonna eat it too. i love it lah! teach me how to do! hehe.















presents from DC!
sashi gave a cute purple handphone keychain,yisim gave us strawberry ear rings, leelin made a handphone keychain - a small bottle with a small star in it. and my star is RED! hehe. car gave me a very very nice ballerina necklance and ann made cookies and brownies which were super yummy!

received flowers frm main comm ppl too, janet,pris and van! wee!

my v-day was great!
though everything was pretty much in a mess, bsg ig's v-day event turned out great! we earned ALOT. yes! i really mean ALOT! hehe. so proud of our team! though it's obvious our team spirit wasnt that gd, the outcome was great!

omg, u dunno how much i wanted DC to be there when i was alone in the room with e other comm. everything was so chaotic, everyone wasnt in a gd mood. everyone was complaining, there wasnt enough manpower, everyone was tired, people doing stupid things instead of helping out, this and that. at that moment, i really felt like running away. i mean to get away frm them, from the room, from the event. and of cos, i din. i mean it's too irresponsible lah. thank god my friends came and saved ME us. though it may sound drama, i felt so much better when they came. din felt as stressed as i was before. actually after they came, everything became better. hehe. at least i could eat right? hehe. and yea, managed to spend some time with them. they took so much pic in e room but i wasnt there cos i went to help out at e booth *SCREAM*

oh ya. also met up shihui for awhile, like for a pathetic 10 mins lah. if we were still in sec sch, i bet we'll spend more time tgt. but anw, gave her the cookies and e flower. a blue ribbon for my bestie!

went to bugis's sakae for dinner with yisim, car and leelin after that. my stomach was like practically screaming for food. almost died while waiting for our seats. okay, im over reacting again. haha! everyone was so hungry that we din talk during e 1st 10 mins. haha. we were too busy feeding our poor stomach. HAHA! yisim went back early while e rest of us went to get our nails done. or okay, we WANTED to. but we waited too long till we gave up and went back. did some window shopping while waiting too. how typical! haha.

who says you got to celebrate v-day with ur boyfriend? i love this yr's v-day! but i love my friends even more.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

why do this kind of things happen to me so often?

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